Wow, that was a little bit depressing. In some sense, though, I agree that art made for the sake of it is wildly more rewarding, but I like to think of it as killing two birds with one stone. In any case, congratulations, and I await the big half-thousand. Au revoir
Template88
To be appreciated is nice, but remember that it is a shallow appreciation, momentary and transient, like pressing the like button on a picture of a kitten. I find art is better made for oneself than for the eyes of others who consume it in a moment and never think of it again. Followers can be useful but they'll never fill the hole inside.
BombsAhoy
It's a complicated feeling to articulate. I still very much so make art for myself, but like I said I've been doing this for 13 years, and now as an adult, I have no other discernable skills. Making art for oneself is fine, but one also has to be practical and think of the future, and this thing that I've been sinking time into needed to pay off for me sooner or later. I don't want my work to just have an audience of one forever, and I'd rather have people consume my work once than never at all.
Though, do remember, I do have stories in mind that I would like to tell in the future, and, if I ever get around to doing so, it is these stories I hope will make a lasting impression.